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.Wednesday, July 27, 2011 ' Wednesday, July 27, 2011 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

As i promise, i will start blogging today :) Hais at first i thought i will be sharing happy things with you guys now, but in fact this post i gonna share out my frustration towards HIM~!

Today is my management presentation day. It turns out bad..We not yet present until 20minutes, then HE stops us from continue the Q&A section. The reason? He say we din manage our time well, we already reach 20minutes timeline..but i still rmb clearly, he say all the instructions just follow the unit plan~ As stated in unit plan, each group is given 20 minutes to present, followed by 5-10 minutes Q&A. OK FINE mayb we interpret wrongly, but the groups before us, why they can present for more than 20minutes ( include Q&A section ) but not us???? It is not fair to us rite? Somemore, actually our group din exceed 20minutes yet, we just present for 17-18 minutes like that. He just stop us cause wanna answer his phone call!! Why he can be like that? He straight away says 5mark for our Q&A section gone!! Hais, what i angry is, he totally din give us any chance. We din even have any chance to answer the question, then he straight away put 0. WHY WHY WHY?? DAM NOT FAIR LA WTH!!

Hais, this makes me dam emo. When i think of my coursework mark will gone like that, that means i not yet sit for final, i already knew i will get a B! Hais, this dam demotivated me!! I suddenly feel like no mood to study at all~!! What for to study if i knew my results will turn out bad???!!!

But thing over is over le!! I now think more positively, as my mum says, in life there is good and bad things, now i face with a bad thing, maybe there is some good things waiting me ahead? ^^ OK LA, i am not that emo le when writing this post :) Suddenly i think of, if i see this post few months later, mayb this is just a minor thing~~Why i need to EMO bcos of this?? LIFE STILL GREAT!! i will study my management hard and prove to HIM i will get good result even though he gives me bad coursework mark!! I WILL DO IT, I PROMISE~

Just now watch finish 醉后爱上你, so sweet~~It makes me feel happier :) I wonder when i can found such a person that loves u so much? :) Ok now listening to High school musical, feel so high! ^^ Kk, that alls my post today :)

.Tuesday, August 10, 2010 ' Tuesday, August 10, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

Mixture of feelings

Hahas, wonder why i so long didnt post le? cos these few weeks i m too busy. Test, assignment, i almost cant breathe at all!! Today finish my critical thinking presentation, feel very relieved xDD
Abel Lee say our group is the best presentation he ever seen in the past two weeks, we had made him alive hehe ^^ So happy that our effort dont waste~ Next week there still will be economic presentation, wish us all the best and add oil xD

Hais past few weeks, i am a bit emo-ing~ The reason arh..secret secret, only me and somebody knows =p i felt angry, sad, dissapointed, worry....all kinds of bad feelings surrounding me～ I hope everything will soon be alright, mayb i should change from now to survive at here >.<

.Saturday, July 24, 2010 ' Saturday, July 24, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

VAP - the tips to good memory

Today attend a talk "forget no more". I think the speaker is very great. I has learnt VAP, V stand for visualisation, A stand for association and P stand for Pleasure. He told us we can memorise things and have fun at the same time, and he proved that it is true ^_^ I am very impressed with his memory skill, if i can have 50% of his memory skill, then my studies will be much more easy le hahah! Besides, i am impressed with his presentation skill too, i think i should learn from him xDD

.Wednesday, July 21, 2010 ' Wednesday, July 21, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

Last session of PHP

Time flies. Today is the last session of PHP( Peer Help Programme ). I am very grateful that i joined this programme bcos i had learnt many things and knew quite a few friends ^^

I still remembered..

First session - we chose a toys and describe ourselves with the toy we chose. I chose a dog cause i love dogs very much hehe. We started to sharing and i think this session is very meaningful bcos we can hear different story of different people~ After that, we also required to draw a picture to represent what we wish to learn through this programme.

Second session - we played balancing. We have to put our trust on other person and lean on them. After that, we take turn to fall backward, and our friends will support us at behind. When is my turn to fall, I am quite nervous and i didn't fall 100%. This doesn't mean that i don't trust my friends, but is my own personal problem. I feel scared when i cant see anything >.<>

Third session - We play how to make a contact with a person. This game is quite similar with scissor paper stone. When both person show the same number of fingers, then both person can make a contact by different ways. Normally i hi5 and shake hand with other ppl, but i also do hug with hui shan xD In this game, i knew that i am the one who like to follow people sometimes >.<>.<

Forth session - We need to choose a card to represent our feelings at that time. I remembered i chose "worry" bcos exams are coming, i am worry i cant cope with all this pressure >.<>

Fifth session - Today we are given a card, and counsellor asked us what we can see in the picture. In one of the card, i find myself mind corrupted as i can't find the dolphin in the picture within six seconds, omg! Hais, i think my skill in interpreting the card is very lousy bcos i always see the things above, but not beneath it...Ahhh, i really wish to improve in this part >.<>

Conclusion, this programme is interesting and meaningful ^^ Next week, we are gonna to discuss about EQ workshop. So our group activity haven't end at here ! ^^ For sure, i will join the PHP module 2 in january hehe! Hope i got my time to attend xD

.Tuesday, July 20, 2010 ' Tuesday, July 20, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

Sick >.<

Today whole day i not feeling well. sorethroat, running nose, cough...all comes together in one time!! Ahhh so suffering~ Just ate medi and i hope i can faster recover soon T.T Presentation coming le, i don't wan my voice become worse!! Help me arhh~~

.Monday, July 19, 2010 ' Monday, July 19, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

EXPERIENCE AT HOMETOWN

Hehe, i am back from hometown and now in utar T.T But i am very happy bcos i had a wonderful time with my family and friends xDD

Friday - back to butterworth at about 7pm. Go sunway with family to watch PREDATORS! this movie is quite ok, but the setting only at the forest >.<> Eat Nandos. The waitress is very good and gave all of us drumstick. hehe yummy yummy!

Saturday - This is a busy yet enjoyable day~ Morning 8am with friends eat at chao quan. After that, go canteen day hehe! "Visit" teachers and my beloved Chung ling bworth! ^^ Then, proceed to queensbay mall with family! Watch INCEPTION~ this movie made me blur blur only, cos it says about dream, dream inside a dream, dream inside and inside another dream~conclusion this movies is all about dreams >.<>

Sunday - sad sad...today gonna back to UTAR, back to reality, back to exam, assignments ..........

Before going back, watch another movie again~whee! Watch tripple tap and i think it is a nice movie compared to Predators and Inception. After that, eat Pizza and it's time to back to utar!

Here are some pics i take during my time in hometown ^^

.Thursday, July 15, 2010 ' Thursday, July 15, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

Crazy before exam!

Haha. today got mid term for economics. Then before test, i got accounting lecture. At first, the accounting lecture is very boring, i just feel the time pass very slow. Then after that, i had a super crazy time with piggy, joey, joo yee and min wei. How crazy are we, if you are in lecture hall and sit behind or beside us, maybe you will know it xD Really thanks to them for bring laughter to me, if not the 2 hour lecture class sure wanna make me fall asleepzzz~ But i think we are a bit over CraZy! We scare we laugh till forgot how to do the economics test hahas! Indeed had a fun and wonderful time although it is just 2 hours xDD

This crazy time before exam made me recall of last time memories with sim yee, yee min and piggy...I still remembered, at that time, four of us always study together before exam! Then, yee min told some funny things, and made all of us laugh out loud together ^_^ Indeed miss the time we were together ^_^

Lastly, crazy before exam really can help us release stress!! Don't believe it? Just try it lar xD

.Wednesday, July 14, 2010 ' Wednesday, July 14, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

HECTIC LIFE

Arhh..i just feel like shouting out loudly!! Now almost every week also got test, quiz, presentations, assignments blahblahblah~ How am I gonna survive from this?? Everyday, there is a routine life. Back from school, take a nap, facebook-ing and pps-ing at the same time, have dinner, study, sleep!!! Can u imagine after more than 12 hours in UTAR, still need to study for whole night?? It is indeed stressful!!~ The only relaxation time is during the dinner and while I am facebook-ing. I guess, if I do not give myself a break, i surely will get mad very soon! Everytime i study, i sure imagine that weekend is coming and I am going to back hometown~woohoo!! I already one month plus didnt back hometown and I miss all the people, food and shopping malls in Penang ^^ This saturday, there will be a canteen day in my secondary school and all my friends plan to meet up at there xD I can expect this coming saturday will be a wonderful and happy day for me ^^

Ok, back to the fact, I still cannot escape from the hectic life~! I heard people say you must get used to this type of life. Bcos UTAR means UNIVERSITY TAK ADA REHAT~ i strongly agree with this!!! U know, after three months of study, the sem break will be only one week! Why only one week? Why? Why?!! One week can only allow us do little things, we need to spend the ONLY one week time with old friends, with family and do the things that we enjoy. Can't utar authorities feel that one week is isnt enough for us?? I don't mean that we need LoNg sem break, but at least 2 weeks, please! T.T

So, what else can I do? I already choose UTAR, I cannot feel regret~Hence, I must get used to UTAR hectic life lols～Finally, to all Utarians, we add oil together ba! Study is for our better future ^^

.Tuesday, July 13, 2010 ' Tuesday, July 13, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

苦甜之道

先甜后苦，想必大家都明白其中的意义！问问你们，你们比较喜欢【甜甜甜苦】，还是【苦苦苦甜】呢? 如果你们问我，我两个都不大喜欢，我比较喜爱【苦甜苦甜】^^

让我说说苦甜之道的意思吧！
【苦甜苦甜】- 在辛苦几天后，就要慰劳自己，做自己喜欢的事，享受甜的味道～然后在继续辛苦几天，休闲几天～

【甜甜甜苦】- 一直都享受甜的日子，然后才开始要尝尝苦的味道，所以苦的味道会特别的苦~

【苦苦苦甜】- 一直都努力着，过着辛苦的日子，然后才尝尝甜的滋味，所以甜的味道会特别的甜～

哈哈。看到这里，明白我在说什么吗？？其实这些“道理”都是我, joey 和 piggy 一起讨论出来的～哇咔咔！写爽罢了啦，如果不明白也没关系^^

.Monday, July 12, 2010 ' Monday, July 12, 2010 Y

& your love is all i ever wanted

我们都是幸福的一群

前天，在怡保吃东西时，来了一个老太太。她向我的姨丈卖马票。虽然我的姨丈说买两张就够了，但那位老太太不停地想要逼我的姨丈买10张马票！我们都有些怕了她。。。但最后我的姨丈还是坚持只买两张！然而，过后我看到令人心酸的一幕。。那位老太太打包我隔壁桌的剩菜剩饭。虽然她有赚些钱，但她却不去拿来买食物，宁可吃他人的剩饭剩菜。在那一刻，我觉得她好可怜哦，同时也很痛恨她的孩子为何那么狠心丢她一个人！！

隔天早上，我们也去pasar逛逛，因为我的姨丈想要在那儿购买古董。在pasar,我看到很多摊位，然而差不多每个摊位都卖着别人用过的物品，比如second hand 的鞋子，残旧的keyboard, 别人用过的charger 等等。我在想，这些破旧的东西会有人买吗？？如果是我，我宁可买新的物品。但是，超出我所料，这些物品的确有他们的市场～我看见一位父亲在试用着一把旧的玩具枪，然后开心地付钱买了下来～我想，他肯定是要买给他的宝贝儿子吧！虽然那位父亲经济状况不好，但我可以感受到他的父爱，因为他不惜花些钱去讨他的孩子欢心。。突然间，我觉得我真的好幸福！在我小时候，只要我吵一吵爸爸，爸爸就会带我去百货公司选玩具～！当时的我，有时还会嫌东嫌西，想要买最好的玩具。。唉。。现在想回真的有些惭愧啊！因为有些小孩玩着破旧的玩具也可以玩得好开心。。为何当时的我不会知足呢？>.<

今天，我去佛学会的活动。在那里，我看了三个影片～第一个影片是描述一位父亲推着坐在残障椅子的儿子，一起跑马拉松。从中，我感受到父亲的伟大，还有那位残障儿子不放弃自己的精神！虽然他不能走路，但他却不自暴自弃，勇于地要求父亲和他参加马拉松比赛，目的是为了享受在跑道上赛跑的感觉。。第二个影片是说明每五秒中，将会有人死于饥荒，每五秒中，将会有人死于灾难！这个影片深深的让我感受到我好幸福，也提醒了我要把握每一分每一秒，因为就算是一秒钟也能改变整个人生～所以啊，我们必须活在当下，并懂得知足，珍惜自己现在所拥有的一切，不要只顾着埋怨~

最后，我听到最经典的一句：人人都说希望就在明天，其实希望也可以在下一秒啊！因此，只要抱着希望就在下一秒的理念，千万不要遇到挫折就轻易放弃自己。此外，我们也不要埋怨自己的不足，紧记着：其实我们都是幸福的一群啊！